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I am sitting here studying for my Chem final which is at 8:30 am tommorow. I wanna cry. But instead I am going to have you all look at my glorious Japanese Ghosts final project that I did with one of my floor mates. We had to design a website. Check it out! He did the story and I did the illustrations.

http://www.stanford.edu/~casement/floatingworld/ SOOOOOO pretty!

fwaaaaaaaa.....It didn't work and now I don't know how to edit the damn thing. So I'll try again *grumble*




If it STILL doesn't work go to: http://s53.photobucket.com/albums/g46/sexypicorgy06/?action=view¤t=cameraday128.jpg

A bunch of friends and I took this picture. They all had this whole picture day thing but I couldn't be there 'cause I was playing violin that night for a musical. phooo....but I'm going to Great America tomorrow so there should be some good pictures from that! Look foreward to it!


Um...here are all the names:
Cat and Grant are the two to the left side of the picture. The girl in white is Josie. The two girls hugging are Tiffany and Constance. The girl with the headband is Tracy. Trevor's head is on Tracy's, and Preston's head is behind Trevor's. Anushka is to the right of Trevor and hugging Becky. Next to Becky are Maria, then Courtney. The guy in the very back with the hat is William, and the girl hugging him is Jaclyn. Got all that? There WILL be a quiz later ^_^.

Whoooo it's been a while. I'm sitting in a UC Davis computer lab right now, just wasting time until my friend Katy and I have class *well technically it's Katy's class...I'm just tagging* It's my spring/winter break so I decided to visit Katy while I had the chance. It's been really fun and I think I'll be really bummed about going back to highschool after this...*it's only 2 1/2 more months but I STILL don't know if I can last!* It doesn't help that I STILL don't know where I'm going to college next year. *sigh* but I'm hoping it's better than f*#$'n HIGHSCHOOL. I swear private school leaves people so ENTITLED to whatever the fuck they want that I just want to rub thier faces in a big pile of reality shit and be like "this is what life is about so stop acting like you own the fucking place" plus I keep finding out that the majority of my class *and school* thinks I'm a lesbian 'cause I let Tiffy snuggle me sometimes. grrr.....it was funny for a while but now it's gotten kind of old. Plus nobody will actually ask ME, they ask our Italian exchange student if she is alright with staying at my house. Yeah....I rape her in the middle of the night folks, make sure she is okay...But other than that...I guess I'm okay. I got viral meningitis and had to stay ouf of school for about a week, so catching up was the biggest pain in the ass I've ever experienced. But hopefully spring term will suck less, if not oh well..I'm out of here anyways. Oh by the way, I don't know if I got into Yale so my dad's hair is still gray. But you NEVER KNOW...it might be purple! *crosses fingers*

Yo! Wow, it's been a really long time since I updated this thing. But I use it all the time! *Yaoi-daily snigger snigger* SOOOOOOO, whats been going on in my life. I've got a radio show now. It's Eclectic Cliche on Saturday mornings from 11-2. Last Saturday was kind of a catastrophe 'cause the computer system wasn't working and we had dead air for like 15 minutes. -_-. Also it doesn't help that Tiffany had an absolute freak attack and I know NONE of the buttons to work the damn thing. Some interesting things have happened this past week. I was looking for Tiffy and Will and found them outside of Silverado dorm sprawled on the grass with Lan-Ahn and Erica. Erica and Tiffy were very snuggly and it kind of pissed me off. It was STRANGE *0.0* I know Erica is gay 'cause she asked Tiffy out at the beginning of the year. But Tiffy has been attached to the hip with ME for the past year and a half so I swear I got this jealous streak. Anyways, I like Erica, she is an interesting person, but I shall NOT loose to the FRESHMAN.
I've been really stressed out as well lately, I've spent the past month trying to write my UC application essays and I just got the last one finished TODAY after starting the damn thing about seven times. I've been kinda clipped and impatient with my minions this past week. I feel kinda bad, but I did warn them at the beginning of the year that this would happen. I'm SO ready to get OUT of prep-land. I swear if I see as many valour stretch sweat gear outfits at college I'm going to cry. Danny keeps harassing me and making lude gestures in my direction about being a Lesbian. I've explained to him that i'm NOT but then again, his comprehension skills are minimal. He was just in a movie though. His daddy is a big time producer and shit so he starred in this independent film. I don't even remember what it was called. Anyways, his head is so big right now I just want to pop it like a balloon. I went in to talk to one of the college counsilors and he was like "Do you know Daniel Kaplan" i said "not well" he said "He was in his own feature length movie." I said "I know, I'm trying to avoid him." The councilor guy looked all confused and taken aback. "why?" "cause he is an ass." So....Daniel MIGHT hear it from the councilor guy but WTF, somebody has to say it.

SO! I'm updating for once! YAY! I've decided that I would update my livejournal more if it looked a little more spiffy. But because I have NO idea how to do that....I guess I'm stuck with this *pout*. Anyhoo....I got my drivers license today. WOOOT! I know it's a little late and all that but what can I say? I'm lazy. But anyways, it went really well. Been doing some SERIOUS waterpolo. Yesterday and the day before I got in a total of 6 hours strenuous exercise. Lets just say I slept like the dead this morning 'cause it was the first day I've gotten to sleep in. I have to get up CRAZY early tomorrow, gots me a waterpolo tournament about 2 hours North. But the first game starts at 8:50. So I have to get up at 5. WTF???? I'm gonna DIE. But hey, its the Junior Olympics tryouts so what the fuck, its not like we are gonna win anyways. I fully expect to get my ass handed to me on a frikin' platter tomorrow. Oh well, its good for me I guess. Katy is coming down tomorrow night *I hope I get home in time* I'm SOOOOOOO excited! PLUS my brother is coming home this weekend. I'll bet anybody 5 bucks that Katy will try to talk him into buying us booze. I also REALLY need to work on my costume and Tiff's costume for AX. It starts in a week and I am in NO way prepared. Maybe I'll be able to get some work done on it next week but not likely. I'm working at school on Monday and Tuesday doing inventory for the bookstore. *I know, working on your birthday is PATHETIC but me needs the cash* I cant wait until AX. I'm sad that Katy can't come this year but I'm glad I'll be meeting up with Em. *So we can hang out and she can buy me yaoi* I wish Will could come as well but he is going up to Taho for Kira's birthday. Its a bummer 'cause I had this GREAT costume idea for him. *sigh* Perhaps next year. So I belive I've sufficiently made up for my lack of posting at this point. Send me comments people! Remind me why I do this at all!

YAY! AP's are done. We'll just do stuff like watch movies in class now *if we even have class*. I'm learning how to CG my sketches. I SUCK! But Tiffany is za mastah and is teaching me much. I got my course requests approved for next year. I'm so fucked. AP English, Calculus, and Physics. I'm going to fucking die. Since when did I EVER want to do that much math? *cry* Plus waterpolo is gonna be a bitch. 3 hours of practice a day is a little excessive. I got my ears peirced again. Two cartilage holes in my right ear. They still kinda hurt. The shop said it'll take 3 months to a year to heal. Pooo....until then I can't sleep on my right side. I should be writing an essay now 'cause I already had to ask for an extension. BUT! I'm way too lazy and happy with the end of AP's right now to be motivated. wOOT. Prom is this weekend. Tiffany, Will, and I are going as a threesome. It's kinda funny since everybody thinks that Tiff and I are dating *eye roll* silly people. I'm not bi *that I know of* Anyhoo...it be lunch time. I'm off. See ya!

No they are NOT drugs. They are herbal suppliments that help your endorphins energize you and stuff. I got 'em from Tiffy. Still stressed out beyond belife. But thank god I'm edging into that "passed stressed" mode where you really don't give a shit. Got a date for prom. *technically two dates* We got a threesome going on WHOO HOO!!! Is it sad that I can only freak dance with girls? Anyway...we've got the Walk for Hope coming up this weekend and I'm pissed that I can't go. *Fucking SAT* I'm just soooooo busy. But the Walk for Hope made me remember this really awesome guy that I used to visit with my mom when she did home visits to her AIDS patients. His name was Jeffery and he was gay and had AIDS. I remember him as an amazingly cheerfull and nice guy even though he was dying. We would sit on the couch together and eat Pez. It was really sad 'cause he was so happy that my mom would allow me to be around him. Back when AIDS was pretty new everybody thought it was really contagious and people said my mom was crazy for letting me be around him. But he was awesome and I still have the sculpture of the little ballerina he gave me *I would always show up to his house in my ballet clothes* So I wrote these lyrics for Jeffery and for this woman I met called Mambo. *it's more of a poem right now but I wanna write something on my viola for it*

You always wondered why I wasn’t afraid
How could I be? I was too young.
You must have had a difficult time to be so jaded
I would have never guessed
It was always a kind word, a short but lovely conversation
Then I skipped back to my world, transition without hesitation.

It took a long time to find what you taught me
But I got there in the end and now I understand.
It took my own road, my own meandering affirmation
And I’m not all there yet, but you know I can

So thank you for the patience
Thank you for the perspective
Thanks for the flying lessons
And the graceful falls.
You were always the best at falling
Your broken limbs you’d take in stride
I never liked inertia

Was it hard to watch a family?
Was it hard to keep a smile?
I know you borrowed it off our laughter
That’s ok, it never cost me anything

And you don’t have to pay me for the favor
But I’ll take a promise of sincerity
You show me that bit of weakness
And I’ll show you how strong it can be

So thank you for the patience
Thank you for the perspective
Thanks for the flying lessons
And the graceful falls
You were always the best at falling
Your broken limbs you’d take in stride
I never liked inertia

I kid you not. I wish I had a camera. I was trying to study and Trevor was WAY overdue for swimming. All of a sudden I see this Junior named Pierce come running into the amphitheatre wearing nothing but a bright red speedo. Needless to say, I was confused. He runs up to Trevor and punches him in the side. Then as Trevor recoils I see ANOTHER Junior named Kier running up behind him in a green speedo. They both start kicking Trevor's ass. It was hysterical. You knew they weren't hurting him 'cause he was laughing really hard. So after they had done this for about a minute they tell him "get your butt to practice". What a way to motivate huh? Not sure what was better, Trevor finally getting his commeuppance for being a total slacker, or seeing Pierce and Kier in speedos. *'cause DAMN* That's why I love waterpolo season. I get P-L lines and get to oggle sexy guys in speedos *for those who have seen Rocky Horror Picture show, you would appreciate Live Oak's JV speedos. They are bright gold like Rocky's and they say "Go Nuts"* Ok...on to other parts of my day. The weather was strange. It was nice and sunny early this morning. Then it rained every 15 minutes for about 4 hours. Then it was perfectly clear in the afternoon. We were confoosed. I spent an awesome 4 hours in the company of a guy I've had a crush on for 3 years. *It's sad I know...but hey..* Oh and I got glomped by Tiffy about 4 times today. So all in all it was a pretty good day. Didn't cry in English class. Didn't have to kill anybody in history class. Oh..and we got my Math teacher who is a TOTAL square to write that Richard Nixon and Genghis Khan were absent from the class. I think I'm gonna try to get them on the Saturday study hall list. *YESSS!!!*

I am on the verge of a panic attack. This friggin' prep school is out to kill us. A week from this Friday I start a "school week" of hell. Basically I have over 10 hours of tests happening within 5 days. I am so FUCKED. Two AP's, an SAT, and two finals. Plus a big spring project. If I was doing swimming on top of that I think I would have to kill myself. As it is, I've lost any hope of getting a decent grade on my AP US History exam, if I fuck up the SAT's it's gonna be a bitch to retake them during waterpolo season. And AP Bio I need at least a 4 seeing as Biological Sciences is my intended major for College. So while it sounds really lame and cliche to say that this period of 5 days basically decides the next 5 years of my life, it really feels like it. So I say again HOLY FUCK!!!! No I'm not stressed. Wow....you're still reading this thing? I would of thought you would have fled by now. Anyways...the teachers are beginning to become rabid stressing all the stuff we have to do to get ready to prepare college apps. next year. The downside of Prep. School is that EVERYBODY goes to College so all the teachers stress about it 'cause if a student doesn't get into Stanford or whatever some parent will break down their office door foaming at the mouth. Oh heh...I was talking to my dad when we were going up to visit his parents. He says "Oh, I found the perfect place for you to go to school!" I said "Oh really? Where?" "YALE!" I swear I choked on my airline issued pretzles. I said "Fine, but if I actually get INTO Yale you have to dye your hair purple." I think his hair would take purple nicely. It's all gray now. Hee. But I visited Berkeley the other week. I liked it SOOOOOOOOOOO much. While I was there I kept remembering how Em's dad used to call it Berzerkely. Heh....he WOULD think that. But seriously Berkeley is awesome. So is Stanford, and Santa Clara, and other CALIFORNIA schools. *cough cough* WHY is Wendy the only one who loves me enough to come and visit! *cry*

I wonder if I'll ever be able to make updating this thing a habit. I just can't seem to get online and tell interesting things about my life. Phooo. Well since I'm updating 'cause of Wendy's request and no doubt she's gonna tell everybody that I did *cough cough* I'm gonna assume that somebody I know and care about is reading this.........I mean besides me....Goddamnit woman! Stop reading your own journal entries. Yes I know you are psycotic and cant spel but that is beside the point! Anyhoo...if you arent me sorry you had to just read that. But as to my antics in CA, things are pretty spiffy here. Its really been nice and sunny these past few weeks. I've worn shorts. Have YOU worn shorts? Betcha haven't! LUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! Anyways, my minions continue to do quite well. I spend lots of time hanging about in the dorms when I shouldn't. I've only gotten kicked out once so I don't think that the staff is onto me yet. Mostly 'cause I'm not sitting in the common room snogging my boyfriend like many people do. Heee...I don't have a boyfriend. I've got about 250 guys to choose from. Take a random 250 people from LHS I guarentee that the percent of people you would want to date would be LOW. *stupid small schools* I've got guy minons though. Will is pretty funny. He is short and does ballet annoyingly well and has a twisted sense of humor. Trevor is much fun to poke and tease. I feel like an older sister. I'm entitled to Trevor abuse. Bernie and Nick are sort of nondescript. Bernie bitchtes about everything and Nick is immature. Therefore, they do not count as my minions. Oh...and there is Luis. Luis is funny. But among my female minions is Tracy, Maria, Kira, Cat, Blythe, Nush, and Tiffy. Not sure Tiffy counts as a minion though. After the last few dances I'm pretty sure the entire school thinks we are dating. Haha....If only they knew. We like boys WAY to much to date eachother *us yaoi obsessed peoples heeee* Still, I'm thinking about taking her to prom. She can actually dance and not freak *by freak I mean freak dancing as in sodomy on the dance floor* I'll see if I can post pictures. They would be interesting, hanging out in the dorms tends to be pretty funny. The scary thing is that Stevenson is almost exactly like college except with more rules. Well...I've taken enough time blathering on. Next installment! 9 months from now! See you peeps later. Oh and for contact info and stuff, I've started to use MSN. I might still be on AIM once in a while but MSN is the main thing now. *mostly 'cause I can flood my screen with yaoi goodness and scare the living daylights out of Trevor* Well see ya!

*nuf said*


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Midterms argh!!!! STUUUUUUPID school. *puff puff puff* I want to keep up with my fanfic writing. But alas...life has interfered. Um......dunno what else to say.....so...yeah

BLARG

Um.....livejournal.....yeah. I guess this is so people who care about my life can read up on my doings...great. WEEEEEELLL. Just spent the last two days sick. *not really sick just bitchy sick* This may be the only time i'll ever be able to fake my parents out. WOO HOO. Anyways. School is a bitch. Its ass raping me at the moment. Not just screwing, this is ass rapage. Water polo is kicking my ass in an entirely different fasion. I've either got a pulled muscle in my ribs or a cracked rib. Whichever it is it hurts like a mother every time I take a really deep breath. I now own a parrot who is incredibly cute if really loud. His favorite past-time is chewing on my homework or my earrings, being loud and crapping on me. But he is cute so I can forgive him. Must get more Yaoi. It keeps me alive ^_^. Anyhoo, it's late *10:30 0.0 how pathetic is that?* and I have to get me beauty sleeps so I can go face another day of ass rapage. Yay... um.... ya........ *ahem* WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT. *Yay i filled up space*